Random thoughts

• Low energy with how things are.
  • Feel like my sacred doesn’t exist and I am flapping in the wind
  • Kathryn and I are surviving, not loving
  • Felix is happy but notices and questions Kathryn and I bickering
  • Friends let me down again. Feel like giving up on them
  • House lender has pulled out and chance of another is looking bleak
  • Was hoping for some enthusiasm from my brother about my product idea, but have hear nothing back
• So what do I do?
  • My philosophy studies have given me plenty, but might have come to a point of peek return
  • My course is continuing and I am just riding it as is. The essay will consume me for a while.
  • Think about how develop my relationship with Felix and Kathryn
  • Think about the house
  • Think about developing friendships
  • Be easy on myself,
    • I am in a transition period…. not being in my element exposes areas for development
    • Note I have been unsatisfied for over a decade now… maybe I am going to arrive somewhere meaningful.. if not then at least I am trying.
• Try to think transpersonally
  • My well being is not separate from the well being of the world