Therapist

• Helped my partner move through an important decision and letting go of the past potentialities
  • Highlights my lack of direction
• Talked about my relationship
  • Felt that we we a good fit, nerves because of this during initial stages
  • She dislikes my lack of romantic love and attention
    • Not sure I have ever really believed in romantic love
  • We have accepted each other as the parents of our child, and although not bad, isn’t exciting
  • I noted my lack of passion in life at the moment doesn’t help
• What do I believe in?
  • I accept full responsibility to provide agapic love towards my child
  • I enjoy the comfort / quirkiness / general enthusiastic doing in my family life (even though my partner would prefer more)
  • I believe in having less impact on the planet
• What can I do with a lack of passion?
  • I like coding, but only a bit, same with gardening, music, etc
    • Seems like a toy/distraction/self-deception
  • Am struggling picturing a career when I can’t allow myself to believe in it
• What do I relate to?
  • Feel like culture is in a circle of forgetting / reminding of different possible aspects of meaning and purpose, mostly based on immediate survival needs
  • Relate to Dascates/Hobbes soulless existence
  • Find Kant’s romantic connection with imaginary too randomFind Nietzsche’s self-deception Will as an example of the process I’ve been spat out of at work.