Therapy session

• We discussed:
  • that many of my chosen points to write about were emotional triggers. I explained that they were probably chosen as salient due to the dynamic of uncontrollability they possessed due to not having the maturity in character to have agency within them.
  • My need for mastery might have been an avoidance. Find meaning within the container and avoid other responsibility
  • My want for true friendship, how I go about achieving it, why I feel like I miss the mark and how I safeguard myself from failure. For example, dropping people quickly so as not to feel like I am being of burden.
  • Maybe I didn’t have enough containment in my childhood. Noted that benefits the life of a self-deceived entrepreneur, but less as a conforming manager.
  • Future focus on Negation to my emotional life